Betrayed By Everyone, Loved By Four
Betrayed By Everyone Loved by Four Chapter 64

After my long talk with the guys, I made them take me home. All of them rode in the car with me. I told them that I needed some time to think about what they had told me.

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"We wanted to wait until Spring Break. We had a whole romantic thing planned for you." Atlas grumbled.

"You tell me now, or not at all." I argued.

"Millie, we don't want just s*x with you." Leo said.

"It was never like that for us, not since the moment we laid eyes on you angel." Oliver added.

"What does that mean?" I asked.

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"We're here princess." Leo interrupted my thoughts from the driver seat.

I looked up to see that we are in my driveway. My parents aren't home yet, thank god. Atlas had to get out of the car first so that I could.

"Are you sure you don't want us to stay with you?" Atlas asked once I had stepped out.

I shook my head. "You said that Caleb and Lila are here." I said.

"I know, I just.. don't want to leave you." He admitted.

I had to look away from his face, or else I would give in.

"I just need some space." I said.

"Okay. Can we see you tomorrow? Or do you still want to ignore us?" Atlas asked.

The window of the car rolled down, and Milo poked his head out.

"She needs some space Atlas. Leave it." He said.

"Sorry." Atlas mumbled before getting in the back seat.

"We will give you your time cupcake. You make the first move. We'll be waiting." Milo said, and then the window went back up.

I walked into my house, and shut the door. Leaning on it I blew out a loud breath. This is crazy.

"Hey, you're back."

I looked up to see Lila standing in front of me.

"Uhm, I can just scurry back to Caleb's room if you don't want to see me." She said awkwardly.

Before Lila could turn around, I threw myself into her. I wrapped my arms around her, and she stumbled back a bit. It only took her a moment to hug me back.

"I missed you so much." I admitted to her. "I'm so sorry."

"It's alright, I understand. And I missed you too." She said.

"Well, this is such a sweet moment." Caleb said.

I rolled my eyes, and pulled away from Lila.

"Does this mean you forgive each other? Cause I'm not sure I can take my girl being mopey anymore." He said.

Lila rolled her eyes. "Shut up." She said amused, then looked at me. "Uhm, do you though? Forgive me I mean?" She asked.

I nodded, and gave her a small smile.

"Yeah, you didn't even do anything." I said.

"So, you let the guys explain then?" Lila asked.

I nodded. "Yeah, well, after..." I trailed off. "Some stuff, I decided that they deserved to be heard out." I said.

"How did you go from leaving with James to ending up with them anyways, and what the fuck happened to your face?" Caleb asked. "Leo stormed out right after you left, did he interrupt you guys?" I cleared my throat. "Caleb, there is something that I need to talk to you about."

"Okay?" Caleb said concerned.

"Want me to give you guys some privacy?" Lila asked hesitantly.

I shook my head. "I think you should hear about it too. Since your twin is going to order you to "protect" me or whatever." I said with an eye roll.

"Protect you?" Caleb asked.

I walked into the house, to the kitchen. The couple followed me. I went straight to the coffee maker. I won't be able to get into our parents stash with them coming home some time today. So, coffee it is. Once I had a cup of coffee in my hand, I turned back to Caleb and Lila.

"James tried to rape me yesterday." I said it all in one breath.

Lila blinked at me. Caleb looks frozen. The words must not have registered yet.

"I'm sorry, what?" Lila asked.

"We walked to the park across the street. James started getting handsy. I told him no several times. That's how I got this busted lip, and bruising." I said.

"Did he..?" Caleb trailed off.

I shook my head. "No. Leo rescued me just in time." I said.

Lila came around the kitchen island, and wrapped her arms around me.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

I blew out a breath. "I don't know." I said honestly. "I made Leo take me back to your house. I made him call the others. I cried a lot, but being with them made me feel better. I just.. don't know how I'm supposed to go to school, and feel safe anymore." I admitted. "We're telling Mom and Dad." Caleb said.

"No, Caleb, please. I don't even have proof. Plus, Leo beat James really badly. He could get in serious trouble. And all the things I've been doing with them.. it's all going to come out." I agrued.

"So, we just let James walk free? What if he does this to another girl?" Caleb asked.

I sighed. "I've been thinking about that. Maybe I can talk to Lila's dad." I said as I turned to her. "Leo offered that I talk to them. Maybe he can help me make a decision."

Lila nodded. "How about tomorrow after school?" She asked.

"Tomorrow?" I asked.

Lila gave me an apologetic look.

"It's better you do it as soon as possible. Waiting only makes things worse." She told me gently.

"I don't want my mom and dad to know until I've made a decision." I said.

"You're 18, he won't tell them." Lila assured me.

I nodded. "Okay." I said.

"Well, I'm kicking his ass on Monday." Caleb stated.

"No you are not." Lila said it before I could. "If Millie does have a case, then that will only make things worse for her."

"Fine." Caleb grumbled.

"Don't worry Millie. Between the guys, Caleb, me, and Evie, no one will be able to get to you." Lila told me.

"Everyone keeps talking about this Evie chick. Who is she?" I asked.

Lila laughed. "She's new. She asked Oliver for help with calculus, and before she could even finish her sentence he was all like, 'no I'm taken"." Lila mocked in a low tone. "He isn't though." I stated.

Lila rolled her eyes. "To him he is." She said. "But anyways, she told him that she's into girls, and really just needed help. She has been joining us during our last hour. Evie knows all about you." Lila told me. "She does?" I asked.

Lila nodded. "I guess that the only way Oliver agreed to help her, was if she helped him win you back. So, she knows everything now. Sorry." Lila shrugged, not looking sorry at all. "Everything?" I asked.

"Oh yeah. How you... are with them all, how much they all love you and want you back, and about what happened with Holly. Should have seen Evie give them shit for keeping things from you." Lila laughed. "Trust me, Mil, you'll like her. She's loud, and funny, and don't put up with no ones shit." Caleb told me.

"Everyone know's this chick, but me." I mumbled under my breath.

"Okay, so anyways, you spent the night with the guys." Lila said changing the subject.

I nodded. "I let them explain everything to me this morning, and then made them tell me what exactly it is they want with me." I admitted.

"And?" Caleb asked.

I furrowed my brow. "Are you even interested in this?" I asked.

Caleb smirked. "I am only interested to see if I was right." He told me.

"About what?" Lila asked.

"Well, Millie and I have had a talk about this before. She was sure they only wanted her for s*x. I told her I didn't think that was true at all." Caleb said. "So?"

I rolled my eyes.

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"We want to be with you. Romantically. All of us." Leo said.

"Millie, we want to be in a relationship with you." Milo added.

"Just the five of us. No others at all." Atlas said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because angel, we love you." Oliver told me.

I shook my head.

"They told me they want a relationship." I mumbled.

"Ha! I knew it!" Caleb said.

I rolled my eyes. "Shut up."

"Well, it's about time. I thought they were going to wait forever." Lila said. "Were they upset about this ruining their little lake house plans?" She asked.

I smiled. "Yeah, they were pissed." I stated happily.

Lila giggled. "Good. Not that it wasn't a romantic idea, but they desereve to be mad." She said.

I chewed on my bottom lip.

"They also told me that they love me." I admitted.

"Knew that too." Caleb commented.

"Shut. Up." I said.

Lila giggled. "I mean, I knew that too. Anyone with eyes can see it." She said.

"Well, I didn't." I grumbled.

"So, what'd you tell them?" Lila asked.

I sighed. "I told them I needed time to think about it." I said. "Do you think that was a bad idea? I mean, I do need to think about it, but I have no idea how to think, or how to feel." I said. "Well, let it all out. Pros, cons, and all that." Lila said.

"Yeah Mil, you can get a girl, and a guys perspective." Caleb added.

I narrowed my eyes at my little brother, and then sighed.

"Fine. Part of me wants to believe them, to throw myself at them, and say 'let's give this a shot'. Hearing them admit that they love me.. it was really nice. I want them too, I can't deny that. Especially after what they did for me last night. These last few weeks have been really hard, but.." I trailed off. "It's scary. I mean, all four of them with me? What would people think? What would all of our parents think? What kind of future could we have? I could get pregnant, and not know which one of them is the dad. Are we all supposed to get married to each other? Will they want others to join in the future?" I rambled on, and on.

"Whoa, relax." Caleb said.

"Yeah Millie, they want a relationship with you. If that's what you want too... Give it a shot. All that other stuff can come with time." Lila said.

"Yeah, first of all, poly relationships are way more common these days, so f**k what anyone else says." Caleb said.

"Plus, you guys do not have to tell any of our parents right away. Personally... I think mine would be shocked at first, but they would support you." Lila told me.

"Dad is gonna lose his shit." Caleb muttered. "But they would get over it eventually."

"As for the future, and kids." Lila said. "That is for you, and the four of them to figure out, no one else. Whatever you guys are comfortable with. But those are decisions, and discussions that you have with your partners. Just like how you would if it was only one of them." She told me.

"So, what you two are saying, is that there are no cons." I stated.

Lila laughed.

"Uh, no. I didn't say that." Caleb said. "They already hurt my sister, I'm not exactly sure about what happened, but they need to do some serious ass kissing." He said.

I sighed. "They explained things to me, and honestly, I understand why they didn't tell me right away. Our... relationship was already fragile. With everything I go through at school.. I see why they were scared." I told them. "Besides, I warned them never to lie, or keep anything from me again." I added.

"They still have-" Caleb started.

"Some ass kissing, yeah, yeah. I plan to make them work for it." I said.

"Do you?" Lila asked.

"Yeah, like more dates to start with. Douche bags have only taken me out on one date." I stated. Lila giggled. "I still need time though. It's hard to wrap my head around being in a serious relationship with all of them."

Lila nodded. "Totally understandable. But this does mean I can pick you up tomorrow right?"

I smiled. "Yeah, I will ride with you. But Caleb has to sit in the back."

"What!"