Betrayed By Everyone, Loved By Four
Betrayed By Everyone Loved by Four Chapter 63

I woke up the next morning in a panic. I shot up in bed, and started moving the invisible hands from my body. Then I realized that no one was touching me. I'm safe. "Hey, hey, you're alright."

Arms circled around me, and I relaxed into them. I looked to see that it's Milo. Relief flooded my body.

How is it that I can be so terrified of everything else, but they bring me comfort?

I woke up thinking that strangers were groping every inch of me. All to relax in the arms of the first person to touch me. Why is it that they bring me so much comfort?

I lay back down, and turned my body into Milo. I pushed myself into him, burying my face into his chest. After just a moment I pulled back to look at him. "Why don't you have a shirt on?" I asked.

"Don't get mad at me. I only took it off, because it got hot in this bed with all five of us." He told me.

"Oh." I said before burying my face again.

Milo started to play with my hair, and I felt my body relax more.

"God, I hate you." I mumbled.

"Did you have a bad dream?" He asked, ignoring my comment.

I nodded. "There were so many hands.." I trailed off.

Milo held me tighter. "I will never let anyone touch you Millie."

"You all can't protect me forever." I said.

"Sure we can. You just have to take us back. Then we can all be together forever." Milo said softly.

I scoffed. "You say that like any of us were ever a thing." I said.

"We were Millie. I told you that." He said.

"You all told me a lot of things. And then I met your girlfriend." I stated snarkily.

Milo sighed. "I told you, she is not our girlfriend. Not mine, or anyone else's here. She's a f*****g looney." He told me.

"Look Millie, I know you're going through a lot right now.. But think about it. With what I told you the other day, me flat out telling Holly to f**k off right in front of you, how hard we have all been trying. Not to mention that we were the only people you wanted to see last night.. Let us fix this. You could be happy again." Milo cooed.

I thought about what Milo said.

He's right. I have been thinking about what he said, and that day. Their face's before the noticed me, after the noticed me. How unbothered Holly was to find they had another girl. They all tried every single day since then to talk to me.

Why would they do all of that for someone who was just a joke? Why try to explain at all, let alone try over, and over again? And if I really didn't believe Milo, then why did I call them all last night?

It's possible that I'm just in love with them. Hell, the heart ache I've been feeling has me positive my feelings for each of them run deeper than anything I've expierenced before. The comfort that they bring me given what had happened last night.. I feel as if that says a lot all on it's own. And they came. For me. They heard I was in trouble, and literally came rushing for me.

Should I give them a chance to explain?

I sighed, and sat up. "Fine."

"Fine?" Milo asked.

I swung my legs over the side of the bed. Instead of answering, I just walked to Leo's bedroom door. I'm honestly surprised that only Milo was in bed with me when I woke up.

I turned to Milo. "Are you coming?"

Milo scrambled to get off the bed. We walked to the kitchen/dinning room area where the others are. All eyes snapped to us when we entered.

"G-good morning babygirl. How did you-"

I cut Atlas off.

"I'm giving you guys ten minutes." I said.

"Uhm, for what?" Oliver asked.

"To leave?" Atlas whined out.

"This is my house, she can't make you leave." Leo told them.

I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Wanna make that a bet?" I seethed.

Milo put his hands on my shoulders.

"Whoa, okay, anyways." He said turning the conversation back to what I was originally saying. "You're going to give us ten minutes, for what cupcake?" Milo asked.

I pulled a chair out across the table from the rest of them, and sat down.

"You have ten minutes to explain to me who Holly is, what the fuck it was I walked in on, and what the hell all of you think this is." I said as I gestured between all of us. "I'm not making any promises that I'll forgive you, or want to continue.. whatever we were doing, but after last night.. I think you all deserve to be heard out now." I said.

"Uhm, well.." Oliver trailed off.

Milo and Leo also took seats at the table.

"Where do we even start?" Atlas asked.

"You can start with Holly. Milo told me that she's your ex. I'm confused about that. Is she Milo's ex, or did you each date her?" I asked.

The all looked at each other, and back to me.

Leo sighed. "Holly was our first girlfriend. We all dated her, at the same time, much like we did with you."

"We never dated, we only had sex." I argued.

"That's not ture angel. We all went on a date." Oliver told me.

"That was different." I said.

"How?" Leo asked me.

"Well.." I trailed off. Honestly, I just wanted to argue that I dated them. "It was just one date, it's not like I was your girlfriend, or any of you were my boyfriend."

"You're right." Leo agreed. "But it wasn't like that for us. To us, we all belonged together."

"Just like with Holly?" I asked.

Leo's green eyes bore into mine.

"Nothing like with Holly." He stated.

I felt my face heat.

"Look babygirl, it took us a while to figure out what kind of relationship we all wanted. We dated other girls before, but eventually we found out that we liked sharing with each other. After going over some stuff with each other, we kind of started looking for a girl that would be okay with it." Atlas told me.

"And you met Holly." I stated.

Oliver nodded. "At first it was nice. We were very honest with her from the beginning, of what we wanted. She was into it. Wanted to try it out with us."

"Then what happened?" I asked.

"She played us." Leo stated. "Holly told us that she wanted alone time with each of us too. During that alone time she was telling each of us that we were all bad mouthing each other. She breached our trust. Pinned us against each other. It got very bad." "Why would she do that?" I asked.

Leo shrugged.

"Because she didn't really want all of us." Milo said. "Holly wanted one of us, and all to herself."

"You?" I asked.

Milo nodded. "But I told her then I didn't want her. After we found out what she had been doing to all of us, I kicked her to the curb."

"That wasn't even all of it." Oliver interrupted. "Holly was sleeping with a few other guys too. All she was, and is, is a big whore."

"She was sleeping with more than just you guys?" I asked shocked.

They all nodded.

No wonder why they told me not to be too hard on myself for being with all of them. I thought I was a huge whore for doing things with all of them. Especially when we did things together. And this Holly girl.. she was sleeping with them, and more. I turned to Milo. "Why does she want you so bad?" I asked.

Milo shrugged. "I have no idea." He said. "I told her back then that I wanted nothing to do with her. She played with my heart, and the hearts of the people that I love. I have no idea why she started coming back. It's been months." He told me. "And she just.. showed up out of no where?" I asked.

Milo's deep blues bore into me. I don't think I've ever seen him look this serious before.

"She started texting us all first." He admitted.

My eyebrows shot up. She did? And then realization hit me.

"The day that Lila, and I got in that fight.. You guys were all acting so werid.. like you didn't.. want to be around me." I said as the pieces fell together.

"No, we always wanted you. Even then." Oliver told me.

"It was just... out of no where, and it was hard to deal with." Atlas told me.

"And you all talked to her." I said with a scoff.

I feel like I'm going to be sick.

"I was the only one that replied to her." Leo admitted.

I turned to glare at him.

"I blocked her right away. I want nothing to do with her." Oliver said.

"I never replied, and I blocked her the next day." Atlas told me.

I turned to Milo. "And you? You're the one she wants. You lead her on then? Is that why she came here?" I asked.

"No. Millie, no." Milo said. "I didn't ever reply to her, but.. I didn't block her either. I don't really have a reason as to why, but I gaurantee you that I do not want her. Only you. Always you."

"But she was at the firm with you." I said, and then turned to Leo. "And I heard you talk to her the night before. You went to see her."

"I made Milo invite her there. We thought that if he told her to f**k off she would. That was on me." Leo said.

"And you going to see her alone the night before?" I asked.

"I did." Leo said hesitantly. "I thought that I could make her leave without involving anyone else. I was wrong. All she did was tell me that she was here for Milo. I told her that he didn't want her, and then left." He told me. I blew out a breath. "Is that all?" I asked.

"We all got restraining orders against her, and one against her for you as well." Oliver told me.

"Uhm, okay." I said.

That surprised me.

"Millie, we never wanted Holly. It was never real with her. Not the way it is with you." Milo told me. "We should have told you, right from the beginning. We thought that we could handle it without any more drama for you." "Yeah," Oliver added. "We didn't want to tell you, and risk you running off. You've already been through so much, and still go through so much every day at school. We thought that if you knew how crazy our ex was being that.. You wouldn't think we were worth it anymore." He told me.

I had to think about what Oliver said.

They're right. I have been having the worst time at school. Every day it's drama. People writting on my locker, insulting me in the hallways, getting beat up, and now James. But, would I have really dropped them all if they were honest with me?

"Honestly, I'm not sure that I would have ran off." I mumbled. "You should have been honest with me from the start. Even friendships don't have secrets like that." I said. "All of this could have been avoided if you were all just honest with me from the get go. Instead, Leo avoided me for the most part, Atlas couldn't even look at me, and Milo accussed me of things I didn't even understand. Oliver was the only one that acted normal, and even you wouldn't tell me the truth. Then I had to walk in on what looked like.. Well, you all know what it looked like." I ranted.

"We are so sorry Millie." Atlas said.

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I sighed. "Keep anything from me again, and I swear I will make each one of you regret it." I stated.

"Does that mean you forgive us?" Oliver asked.

"I don't know yet, but we still have one thing to go over." I said. "What relationship is it exactly that all of you want from me?"