Waited For The Luna
Chapter 19

“What! What do you want?” She angrily yelled at my face.

For the first time in my life, I was lost for words. The wall between us was too hard and tall, I didn’t know how to break it. But I would never give up. This girl in front of me, the girl I’ve wanted for many years, the girl I misunderstood. She is innocent. Maya’s death was never on her, she had nothing to do with it. We only told that to ourselves to keep our conscience clean.

She looked at me waiting for a reply but lost for words I only hugged her. She then started sobbing hard. I touched her hair to coo her. She then wrapped her hands on my waist gently.

“I hate you!” She told me.

“I know.” I gently told her while holding her in my arms. It felt so good all the pains were gone in an instant.

She fell on my neck and my collar was instantly wet with tears.

“I’m cursed. The moon goddess takes pleasure in cursing me.” She said calming down.

“Don’t say that. You’re not a curse to me.” That was the best thing I could think of. I didn’t know how to comfort anyone.

“You are to me.” She replied trying to push me away.

“Stop pushing me away Bellamy! I’m the only one who can take the pain away. You need me.”

‘Arrogant dumbass’ Leto told me.

“I can’t Luka. This is a mistake. All the bruises on my body were all caused by you. I didn’t know what I did for you to break me for the past two years. I only need you to leave.”

“Tell me what I need to do Bellamy. I’ll do it whatever it takes.” I asked her.

“I want you to let me go. I want to leave the pack. I want to run as far away from you. I’ll never stop hating you.” Her words pierced through my heart

“Bellamy!” I whispered through the pain I was feeling.

“You said you’d do whatever it takes. I want you to let me go.” She said it like she desperately wanted me dead. Like I was a sorry excuse for anything for her.

“You don’t know what you’re saying, Bellamy. That can kill us both.” I told her. It was true, with how painful the mate bond is causing both of us at this point, our wolves may not be able to handle the rejection. I knew she wasn’t ready to accept me, and I couldn’t bring myself to force her to do so, after all the pain I gave her. So I pulled back to give her space but I was feeling so much pressure on my chest, I had to let go of the adrenaline and so without a second thought I jumped down the cliff.

BELLAMY’S POV

My heart must be made of stone. I taught myself how to hate him that I could no longer bring myself to him. His touch felt comforting, it was the best feeling to be wrapped in his big arms. I felt like a little girl. But I don’t know why I kept on rejecting it. After a long time, he pulled back then jumped down the cliff.

‘Oh no, Bellamy he might’ve!’

‘No! No Tala I think he only did that to take off the pressure’

‘You’re not sure! Go follow him and make sure he’s not dead!’

‘What if I die?’

Contemplating I didn’t want to die. But I also want to make sure he’s not dead. He’s going to be an alpha.

‘What if he hits his head on a rock and bleeds to death. Go down and check.’

Taking off my shoes I jumped off the cliff. In a matter of seconds, I reached the water. The waves were quite strong and I couldn’t see anything.

“Luka!” I screamed.

I knew how to swim but the darkness was really crippling. I then felt hands pulling me out of the water.

“What are you doing Bellamy?” He asked as he pulled me to the shore.

“I thought you were going to…” I told him still clinging on to his wet shirt panting and chuttering. These soft warm arms would be the death of me.

“You’re crazy Bellamy Cross! One minute you want me out the next you’re running after me.” He arrogantly said.

“I just didn’t expect you’d act like a junkie and dive. If you die I’d have to carry the guilt all my life.” I told him still catching my breath.

“You’d feel guilty if I die?” He said.

“Don’t get your hopes up. You’re an alpha everyone’s depending on you.” I said standing up.

“And I’m going to depend on you.” He blurted out. It made me blush a little. I was silenced but I continued walking all drenched. I tried to fasten my pace but he caught up to me.

“Stop trying to block me, Bellamy. I already tried that. It would only make you want me more.” He said. I wasn’t having it so I continued walking but then he pulled me into an embrace and kissed me passionately.

I had my heart broken an hour ago now I’m out here kissing my mate. But somehow it really felt right. We pulled back to watch the b***d moon before he instantly went back to k**s me harder. The b***d moon really was making an attraction. I kissed him back and snaked my arms to his neck. He was holding me tightly on my waist and shoulder. The k**s didn’t felt heavy or tiring. It was sweet and passionate and slow.

It really was true. The touch of your mate feels like a drug you can never get over, every second comforting, pulling you in a world filled with ecstasy. The pain in my heart was lifted, all I can feel was love and acceptance for Luka. I wanted to reject it and pull back but why should I, I need this, and I should enjoy it.

That night a lot from the pack mated. Macy surprisingly was mated to Trey. Both were in shock but quickly accepted each other. Ellie found her mate as well but he rejected her knowing how difficult her attitude is. Eric wasn’t successful as well.

“I love you, Bellamy.” He whispered, cupping my cheeks, before going back to ravaging my mouth.