Shackled (The Lord Series) by Carlos
185. Olivia - Emotions II

How does he know? Is it that obvious? But I am good at hiding, at putting on a mask and hiding behind it.

Ansel snorts. "Now you care? After you fucking tortured her?"

"I had my reasons! But I never forced a woman to open her legs for me so I could fuck her if she didn't want to. Can't you see the bitch is in pain? That she doesn't want to be fucked?" Jasper stops moving. "Olivia?" He sounds concerned.

"No one is forcing her to do anything, right?" Ansel says as he studies my face. I nod quickly. "Let Jasper in," he orders me. "I want you to enjoy this."

How can I enjoy something that hurts?

Turquoise eyes watch me. I don't want his pity.

"I am trying, but I don't know how," I whisper.

Ansel's warm hands frame my face. “Take a deep breath. Good. Like that. Focus on how good Jasper and I are trying to make you feel. Focus on what's between you and me." The bond he means.

I do as Ansel tells me and I turn my focus on the bond and push back the pain, feeling how much Ansel wants me and...loves me? No, that can't be........ I tense even more until I feel his demon and his desire to protect me. I might not trust Ansel, but his demon has no reason to lie to me. Ansel's eyes turn scarlet once more and he gazes at me with fondness.

It's been a long time since someone looked at me like that. But why would a demon who looks for a woman with a pure heart to anchor himself to want me? Growls rise from his chest and I put my hand against his cheek. Is it that he feels the darkness inside me and he is not scared of it?

A few deep breaths later and I find myself relaxing and my pussy stops clenching Jasper's cock. Ansel's hands go from my face to my hips and he pushes me down on Jasper's long erection.

"Good girl," Ansel praises me when I take Jasper's entire cock inside me.

"Fuck! Look how much her pussy stretched to let Jasper in," Mose swears as he opens his fly and wraps his fingers around his dick.

Ansel lifts my hips until Jasper's cock is almost out of me, then slams me back down. "How does it feel?" he asks me while he bounces me up and down Jasper's hard erection his piercings hit the right spots inside me and moans of pleasure are ripped from my lips. Jasper rolls my nipples between his fingers and when Mose bends over and rubs my clit, all the pain I felt before turns into pleasure. Last night was good, but now? It feels like I will suddenly combust. I never had three guys at once touching me with the purpose of making me feel good.

I mumble something, making Ansel and Jasper chuckle. My nails dug deep into Ansel's shoulders.

"See how she is meowing like a little kitten?" Ansel asks. "And if you still don't believe me, look at how she is clawing at my back."

I am what?

I try to look at my hands, but my gaze goes to *him* and... *he* is furious. And when I moan? *He* bares his teeth and for one moment, I think *he* will attack his blood-brothers. I don't understand *him*. Why does *he* act like he is jealous when he hates me?

"Eyes only on me!" Ansel snarls and my gaze goes to him.

Rueben narrows his eyes. "Can you not fuck the Diseased Cunt in the kitchen?"

"Your room then?" Ansel suggests.

Rueben runs his hand through his hair. "What the fuck are you trying to do here?"

Ansel's right hand goes to my chin and he runs his thumb over my bottom lip before pushing it inside my mouth. I swirl my tongue around it while my hands go to his hair. "Fuck her, love her, and everything else between." He grabs my with his left hand and pulls me in for a kiss.

My eyes close and I get lost in the kiss, not wanting to think of anything except how good Ansel's lips feel. How good Jasper feels inside me. I never thought I could enjoy being fucked, yet here I am.

Jasper grabs my hips and fucks me hard. The sound of flesh over flesh is louder than the blood roaring in my ears.

*He* is watching how another man is fucking me. How other men are making me feel good.

I shouldn't think about *him* not when Jasper is inside me. Not when I hate *him*. Not when *he* abandoned me. Not after what *he* did to me.

I use the bond to anchor myself to Ansel. To forget. To bury myself deep inside my head. To enjoy being fucked.

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Mose slaps my pussy a few times before grabbing my tits and squeezing them together until my nipples touch each other. “Fuck! Look how amazing your boobs are. And big enough to do this.” His mouth closes around my nipples and he sucks and bites them.

"Love her?" Tyson asks in disbelief. "Love this fucking treacherous snake? I think the fuck not."

"If you don't, someone else will. She will make a perfect bonded. Can't you see how submissive she is? Where will we ever find another like her?" Jasper grunts as he fucks me hard.

"Are you going to ignore the fact that she killed Camila?" Tyson snarls.

Why does he bring up Camila right now?

"Bonded?" Rueben chokes on the word. "She will never be our bonded. I would rather kill her right now than let this madness go on."