Rejecting, Your Broken Promises
Chapter 53

Percy’s POV

Ever Green Pack

Thank you, Goddess, for giving me the perfect mate. I need to make this the fastest shower ever, but I also need a little help right now. Just seeing her in her nightgown made me harder than I have ever been in my life. I may be inexperienced, but I also don’t want to be embarrassed in front of my mate. I know that I will not be able to wait when I touch her, so I need to help myself out as quickly as possible, and then get right back to her. I cannot wait to get my hands on her and touch her like I have wanted to for the last 2 and a half long weeks. I am so glad she is ready, but I wasn’t trying to pressure her at all. I was really trying to be patient with her, it had been really hard for me to wait on her to be ready, especially since I had been ready the moment that I saw her in her father’s office. I love her, and I wanted her to be comfortable with me, and to trust in me to take care of all of her needs. I could not be more excited that we are finally here together.

“She is or she wouldn’t be waiting for you right now. So, hurry up. I can feel that our mate is sad. You need to hurry to show her that we love her” Aramis mindlinked me.

If I hadn’t been so busy with my current problem, I would have sensed it myself. She is upset, she probably thought I was ignoring her, but I was just wanting to be clean for her, as well, this has been a long day. I want our first time together to be special too. I finished my shower after I came and washed the evidence away. I needed to give myself some time to help ease her into what we were going to do. I would not have lasted any time at all if I hadn’t come in here. I will explain it to her tomorrow, but tonight is all about her and her pleasure.

I dried off quickly, and truth be told I still had water on me as I wrap my towel around my waist and headed across the bathroom to go back into our room. Our room it makes me happy every time I say it and brings a smile to my face. My smile drops when I opened the door and I see her lying there with her back to my side, and her light out. What had happened? I thought I was clear that I was as excited about this as she was. I rechecked that our door was locked and headed to her side of the bed. I can see tears on her lashes and she was sleeping right now. I can tell by her even breathing. Why was she crying? Did I take too long? I was only gone for 5 minutes. That really wasn’t that long.

“You forget mate has been rejected and put down for so long. We have to build her back up. You should have been clearer that we were only going to be gone for a little while. Mate was thinking that we didn’t want her, she is overly sensitive about her body still. Sienna told me that she is still embarrassed about her being too thin from not being able to eat at B***d Claw” Aramis told me, and I felt terrible.

I just wanted to be clean and to take care of the current issue so I could try to last a little longer for her, not to make her think I didn’t find her attractive. I do, to me, she is the most stunning woman in the world. I can fix this. I will fix this, right now. Tonight is the night, and I will not let this go. I will show her that every single inch of her is beautiful to me. I sit down on her side of the bed, and run my hand over her hair, it is as silky as it looks. I lean over and give her mouth a light k**s. I start kissing her shoulder, and down her arm to her hand. I have her hand in my left hand rubbing circles on the back of her hand, and I am leaning towards her and rubbing her back so we can gently wake her up.

I know she will not mind being woken up for what I have in mind, and in all fairness, she started it. I pick her hand up and I k**s her palm. She is waking up and she is making cute little noises as she does. She likes what I am doing so I continue to wake her up as best as I can. I run my hand down to her lower back and keep rubbing her back in tight slow circles. I let my hand drop even lower and I open my hand to make sure she feels me caress her a*s as I move down her body. I get to her thighs and her eyes fly open to look at me, and I k**s her palm again. I want to provide comfort and care, as I know she is just as nervous as I am for our first time.

When I kissed her palm for the second time, the smile she gave me was breathtaking. I want to see her smile at me, just like that, every single day. I need it as it made my heart lift in joy just seeing her so happy. I pull her blankets back and flip them over to my side of the bed. I will need more working room, but this is starting out very well.

“I thought you didn’t want me” Peyton whispers to me. My heart breaks a little for her as I know how hard that must have been to admit to me. I will show her, and tell her, how much I truly want her.

“Excellent idea. Mate is sad, she has been told for years how ugly and unwanted, she is. We need to show her that isn’t true” Aramis said and then faded to the back of my mind.

“Baby, I want you so much. I just needed to take care of a pressing matter, so I could focus on you for our first time together. I need you to be fully ready for what we will be doing, so this is as painless as possible for you. I wanted this night to be a precious memory for both of us, not a sad one. But don’t ever think that I don’t want you, Peyton. I have always wanted you, from when you first wake up, when you are sweaty from training, when you are smiling and laughing my Elena and Sloan. Every time I see you, I want you with a passion that I am surprised that you cannot feel coming from me. I was just giving you some time to be completely comfortable around me, to be ready for this” I tell her.

I gently push her onto her back with one hand and run my hand up her leg and then under her nightgown, I smile as I get to her h*p and realized that she wasn’t wearing any underwear. One less thing I have to deal with. I stood up and I see her eyes dart to me, and I can see the nervousness in them. I then see her start checking out my chest and then trailing down to my cut and then lower to see the bulge that my towel is not at all concealing. I know she has never seen this much of me before, but the approval in her eyes makes me give her a smirk and a wink before I go to the end of the bed and settle on my knees. I see her blush in response to my wink. She is so innocent, and I want to be able to take my time with her.

I don’t want to rush or overwhelm her, I know that she needs to be as relaxed as I can get her. Because when she really sees what I am working with, she might go back to being scared again. I know only from Stephanie mentioning it, that I am more than most, and it was the reason she kept trying to pressure me to sleep with her. She was always angry and disappointed at my refusal. I am so glad I stuck to my guns because of mom and dad drilling that into us, to wait for our mates, I am glad I just fooled around with her but kept myself for my mate. Plus, some of my knowledge is going to come in handy for Peyton right now. I am really very glad that I do know the best way to get my little mate relaxed. I grabbed her calves and started stroking her legs, from ankle to thighs to get her ready for my touch. After a few minutes, I can see that she is less stiff and enjoying my touch. The tingles are everywhere, and I know that Aramis is reaching out to Sienna to also help calm Peyton down.

I spread her legs further apart and before she can pull them back together again, I am resting on my stomach in between her legs. Peyton is now up on her elbows and looking down at me with arched eyebrows, and a question on her lips. I can tell she doesn’t feel comfortable right now, and I speak to her calmly in a low tone, “I am just going to help you relax baby. This will not hurt, and I promise you that you will enjoy it. Just trust me to take care of you, Peyton. I want to take care of you.”

Peyton eases back down on the bed slowly and I can tell that she is nervous. I work my way higher, forcing her legs to open further as my broad shoulders take up even more room. I can feel her thighs trying to shut, and I almost laugh out loud at my tiny mate thinking that will happen in any way, shape, or form. Now that I am here, I will be here until my precious mate gets her first, and maybe her second o****m. That is if I can hold out from wanting to sink into her, which will be hard as I want to do that right this second.

I curve my left arm around her thigh and then use my right hand to touch her. Peyton jerked so hard that she almost got loose from my grip. She is really nervous again, and I just go ahead and dive in, as she won’t calm down until I show her that this is a good thing, and nothing to be scared of. I touch her lower lips again and she jumps again, but not as badly as the first time. I know she is going to be sensitive as this is all new to her, but I am going to get to work. I spread her lips open, and her scent is driving me wild. I feel the overwhelming need to taste her, and I dive right in. My eyes closed as I savored her, she tastes so sweet to me, this is going to be no problem at all, I could do this all day for my sweet mate.

I lick her from top to bottom, and then head back to her clit, and give it a little pull, into my mouth. The m**n that comes out of Peyton, even though she is still stiff in my grip lets me know how she likes it already and I dive back in. Changing up direction so she couldn’t tell what I was going to do next. I gave her another swift tug into my mouth and then use a finger to slide inside her. Her walls immediately gripped onto my finger, she is so tight. I have to close my eyes again and focus as just the thought of sliding into Peyton has me uncomfortably hard. I am glad that she cannot see the issue I am currently having to deal with. She would be getting stiff in my arms again, with fear that we won’t be able to get this done. I know I needed to get her lubed up so the next step will be easier on her, but there is nothing on this earth, short of war at our doors that will get me to stop what I am doing now.

Peyton’s h**s are moving now, and I released her thigh as she isn’t trying to get away anymore, in fact, she is now grinding on me, and I have to say I love it. I gave a little chuckle as I dive back in to slide my tongue into her and reach up to grab her h**s and pull her closer to me. Peyton gives a little mewl and that sound goes straight to my c**k. I need to move this along faster as I am not going to last any time in her, and I already know this. I focus on just her clit, pressing hard and then softening my tongue up on her. I press hard with the tip of my tongue on her, and she gasps in surprise and then her h**s start moving again. Oh man, this is becoming a really pressing matter now and I have got to get her over the edge, now, before I truly embarrass myself.

“Just let it come, baby, don’t fight it, c*m for me,” I tell her, and my voice is deeper than normal because Aramis is right near the surface, as he is enjoying being with our mate too. I press down on her clit with my thumb and I hear her cry out before her legs start shaking as pleasure rocks through her. I don’t need to waste another second as she is overwhelmed and still in her pleasure. I rip my towel from around my waist and side up her body to line myself up with her and use her juices as a natural lube for me to slide in easier. She is not even aware as she is still basking in the release that she had just experienced.

“Baby, I have been told that this may hurt a little, but only for a moment. Then it will feel good for us both” I tell her, and she nods at me to continue, and I am praying that I do this right. I slide in a little until I hit her barrier, and Goddess, she is tight. Much more so than I thought it was going to be. It already feels so good having her around me. I had already gone over the “talk” dad had given us when we were 15 years old in my head, and I knew what I needed to do, but I was not expecting how it was going to make me feel. I drew back and pushed forward into Peyton breaking past her barrier. She gave a small whimper but seemed fine, I brace myself on my forearms and gave her a k**s, then trailed down her jawline to her mark, and then gave her mark a little bite on it.

Peyton gave a m**n and then pushed herself further towards me and that was all I needed as my instincts took over and I started to move in and out, faster, and faster into Peyton, as the sounds she was making were making me come undone. I am not going to last, and I do the only thing that I know to do. I slide my hand between us and find her clit again and press down on it as I make little circles on her clit. Peyton cries out and clamps down on me and that was it as I cried out with her as pleasure takes me over the edge as well, and I stream ropes of c*m into Peyton. This was the best experience of my life, and I am so glad that I got to share it with Peyton.