"That's pretty normal for him to dump you. Don't be sad, I saw how beautiful he was... Too much for you. Take it dear, don't whine. I felt my eyes burn and my throat tighten. I didn't need to hear that, I didn't really need to. Accept that you're pretty boring and it would happen sooner or later.
- Get out of the way! I pushed her, and she staggered. Leaning on the next door to keep from falling. His voice turning to me laden with contempt:
- Be careful, ridiculous! Your dad will love to know that you pushed me, even more so in my state! -State? What status?
"Hasn't your father told you yet, darling?" You'll have one more little brother..." I stopped with my hand on the doorknob, absolutely shocked. I gulped and entered the room, slamming the door shut. I took a deep breath, feeling the crying come back even harder. Trying to digest the new information. The bastard destroyed my family and still got pregnant by my father. Look what a perfect thing! Even more so this day. It was definitely not my lucky day. Not even bad luck. It was one of pure suffering. I threw myself on the bed, cringing and stood there, feeling anger, pain, humiliation, shame. I wanted to disappear! I had never felt so stupid in my life, nor so hurt. I had never felt so abandoned. More than that, it was disappointment. Why did the only guy I trusted do this to me? I must have been really stupid.
I heard a knock on the door and ignored it.
"Malu?" "I heard the door creak and realized that my father had entered the room. -What happened?
"Go away. I whimpered; her face buried in the pillow.
-What happened? Cristina told me that...
- Stop talking about her, Dad! "Just the mention of her name made me feel repulsed. "I don't want to know about her.
"But she's going to be your new..."
-No! She'll never be my mother! I stood up, feeling anger fill every pore of my body. "I don't know where you were when you thought that bringing the two of us to the same hotel would do you any good!" I hate her and she hates me! Isn't that obvious? I hate her, Dad.
"You're just upset. "In those moments, that's all my father said. My quarrels with Cristina were pure and utterly annoying, for him someday we would get along. As if that was clear and obvious and definitely, it drove me crazy.
"Stop talking as if you understand me, Dad. All the time it was like this, you don't understand, you never will. I swallowed, taking a deep breath. "I can't stand her and I know she won't leave your life. I don't even want that, but... Don't try to make me be friends with her, I can't! I don't want to! I just... I want to disappear, Dad.
"Cristina is a good girl and she...
"You're going to have a baby. yes, I already know. I don't know if I can handle it now, Dad. - Seeing Cristina getting more and more pregnant and happy with her family, rubbing it in my face, a baby as proof of her happiness. And even more... There was Igor. I wanted to keep as much distance from him as possible, and I saw only one way to do that.
"What are you saying?" My father looked at me confused and I lowered my head.
"I want to leave. I want to spend time with Mom. You said I could do it whenever I wanted. I want to. I want to be away for a while, I want to leave.
My father held my hand and I got rid of it. He hated my name. For him to say it now was of no use.
"Don't call me Mary. Please... Please.
"Your mom will be happy for you to spend time with her." He smiled, sadly. I hugged him, saying nothing.
-Thanks. I closed my eyes, feeling happy and broken at the same time. I was going to stay away from that place and... I would miss this place, my home with my father, but that's all I had missed. Of places. In fact, I just wanted to have selective memory and forget, forget everything. Preferably these last vacations
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