My Mate Is An Omega
My Mate Is A Virgin Chapter 8

Jasper POV

"Why do you have to be so f*****g beautiful? It's so damn hard to resist you!" I complained, half-groaning. The sound of the water crashing on the floor muffled my already low voice, which was barely a whisper.

Even with my eyes closed, I could see her clear as day. One moment was all it took for my dirty mind to memorize each and every detail of her perfect body. After our date, all I could think about was tearing her delicate dress off as I pinned her against the mattress. I could easily imagine my hands traveling down her curves while her claws dug into my back, painting my skin with the marks of her l**t. I swear I could hear her screaming my name over and over again, her body shaking underneath mine as I thrusted deeper and harder.

It was usually easy for me to hold back my climax so I could enjoy the moment a little longer, but not with her. I was putty in her hands. Tightening the grasp around my erection, I let my head fall backwards, unable to fight the feeling any longer. A roar I simply couldn't contain echoed through the bathroom as the hot liquid dripped down my hand, contrasting with the cold water running down my whole body. Relief washed over me as my balls were emptied, spurt after spurt. I continued to stroke my member up and down slowly, shivering each time I reached its tip, imagining it was Andromeda's expert hands caressing me. When I finally opened my eyes to look at the floor, which was now stained by the white fluid, I was deeply impressed; I don't think I had ever come this hard before.

"Why the hell are you wasting our seed like this? It is meant for our mate, and our mate only!" Phoenix growled inside my head.

"Calm down, mutt. If I'm lucky, it'll be another hour before Dree pulls one of her stunts and my sack is full again," I answered, half-joking. "Besides, I am horrible at making decisions for myself. How do you expect me to be responsible for a kid?" "I would fix this situation in a second if you'd just let me take control."

"So you can sink your teeth into her neck and f**k her like a horny beast?" I scoffed. "I don't think so."

"She would enjoy it more than your helpless attempts at being a gentleman." He glared at me before a wolfish grin crossed his face. "She has the same animalistic desires as I do... I can feel it."

"Whatever. She can let her lynx out and tear me apart for all I care, but I will not treat her like an animal. I won't take her virginity until I'm worthy of it." Just thinking about having her... "Oh, f**k," I breathed out as a final wave of pleasure rolled through me, causing the remainder of my s***m to drip down my d**k. If just daydreaming about her got me to this state, what would happen when she eventually touched me?

"Jasper? Do you always spend this much time in the bathroom?" The sweet, melodic voice I had gotten used to broke my concentration.

s**t!

"Uh, I...uh..." I stuttered as I quickly wiped the sticky fluid of my member, which was already going soft. "Sorry, I was shaving! Werewolf hair grows back very fast!" "Okay..." There was suspicion in her tone, but she seemed to just shrug it off. "Breakfast is here." I was only able to relax again as I heard her step away from the bathroom door.

After almost getting caught by a princess - my princess mate - while jerking off, I felt slightly ashamed. There was some truth in Phoenix's words, and I felt guilty to be locked inside the bathroom, pleasuring myself, when Dree was so adamant about me mating with her.

I shook my head as I turned the water off, remembering why I couldn't give it to her just yet; I had to clean my dirty past before I could even dream of deserving someone like her. At first, my goal was to abstain from any s****l activity, including m**********g, until I was ready to have her. However, after last night, I realized it would be impossible. The cold showers weren't helping at all anymore, and I was slowly losing my mind; if I didn't do anything about my...problem, I would eventually get too weak to fight Phoenix, which would result in him taking control and screwing everything up.

Now that I had gotten rid of my tension, I was finally able to think clearly again. Hopefully, there wouldn't be a naked Goddess waiting for me outside to cloud my thoughts again. And after getting dressed in my casual work clothes, I stepped into the room. I sighed in relief - Andromeda was fully dressed this time.

"I was going to wait for you, but the food was getting cold," she stated matter-of-factly as she took a bite of a pancake covered in maple syrup.

"It's no problem at all. Sorry to keep you waiting." I showed her a warm smile as I joined her at the table. As I filled my plate, I couldn't help but feel her eyes on me. "What?"

"You look...different." She flashed me a quizzical look. "You're usually a pile of nerves, but you seem a lot more relaxed now." I immediately stiffened. f**k, was she aware of what I was doing at the bathroom? A sassy smile lit up her face, making me freeze. "Did you enjoy our date that much? Maybe I should plan our next one."

My eyes glistened; not only did I get to keep my dirty little secret a bit longer, but she also seemed eager to spend another romantic night with me. "Did my first attempt at a date not please you, my princess?" I joked half-heartedly. Deep down, I was still nervous I could have failed.

"Meh. It wasn't bad." My heart fell, and I lifted my face to look at her only to find her smiling teasingly. Damn it! Why did I always take the bait? And why did she seem to get such malicious pleasure from it? "You did good, runner boy. But I have something a little more...exciting, in mind."

Yep, there it was I was already hard again.

I crossed my legs and cleared my throat. "Anyway, I need to pay extra attention to Charles today."

"The future Gamma?"

"Yeah. It's his first day of training," I clarified. "I will be busy until the evening, but maybe we can do something later?"

"Sounds good." She shrugged. "I have to meet with Wade and get the clan reports this morning." My skin crawled at the mention of that jackass's name; even Phoenix had his hackles up.

"Do you want me to see if Caitlyn can keep you company throughout the rest of the day?"

"Nah, it's fine. We'll hang around to kill time until you're free."

We.

I wanted to argue, but I didn't. What was I supposed to do anyway? It didn't feel right to ask her to follow me around through my boring routine, and I certainly couldn't keep her locked away in a tower either. For now, I would just have to hope our incomplete bond would be enough to keep Tigger away from her.

"You wouldn't have to hope if you just f*****g claimed her already! Give her our mark, and she won't run away from us!" Phoenix scolded me. "I swear to the Goddess, if we lose our mate because of your stupidity-"

"For the thousandth time, not losing her is exactly what I'm trying to do!"

"You sound ridiculous." He rolled his eyes at me before retreating to the back of my mind. Peace, at last.

Once we were both done with our breakfast, I rose from my seat and stood at the back of her chair. She turned to look at me with curiosity, studying my every move. I slowly lifted my hand up to her face, brushing my fingers against her soft cheeks. She firmly put her hand over mine, ready to take control of the situation if need be, never breaking eye contact as she waited to see what I would do. With my heart beating fast, I pressed my lips against her forehead right before kissing her on the lips, gently as ever. "I promise you, Andromeda," I whispered as I pulled away. "I will become the man you deserve."

"Well, you better hurry up." This time, her expression was unreadable. I couldn't tell if she was being serious or just teasing me, and it made my heart throb inside my chest.

"I'll find you as soon as I'm done for the day." I planted one last kiss on the back of her hand. "Call me if you need anything." She nodded, and it took all of my strength to leave her.

Why did everything have to be so f*****g hard for me?

All of my friends were already at the Alpha's office when I walked in. After training, they probably stayed to have breakfast at the dining hall and headed here together afterwards. I would have joined them, but having our meals at the Gamma suite was the only way to keep the annoying third-wheel away. My eyes clouded over as I linked Charles to come upstairs, and as soon as my vision went back to normal, I found Lance staring at me. "How was the date?" He was failing hard at hiding his amused smile.

"Good. Thanks for the car." I tossed him the keys, trying not to give away a lot of information about my current situation with Andromeda. "Really? I see you're still not marked," the Luna pointed out.

"So what? If I remember correctly, it took you and Lance a full week to mark each other!" I retorted.

"True. You two were prudes." Luke backed me up. The Alpha just shrugged, kissing the top of his mate's head as he gave her a side hug.

There was silence for a moment, but even as I stood facing the huge ceiling-to-floor windows, I could feel their eyes on me, expectation in the air. It finally made me break.

"Why can nothing ever be easy for me?!" I ran my hands through my auburn hair, turning to face them. "You were ecstatic when you found your mate!" I waved my hand at Lance, then at Luke. "And so were you! It was never complicated! Neither of you had to go through what I am going through!"

"Well, you wouldn't either if you had just kept it in your pants, you know." Our sassy Beta Female winked, clearly entertained by my distress.

"Oh, look who's talking! Neither of you waited for each other!" I pointed at both the Beta and his mate.

"Yeah, but we didn't go around f*****g every creature with two legs," Luke observed, laughing.

"Touché!" My wolf nodded in agreement - as if he wasn't as screwed as I was.

"Whatever. You're all a bunch of hypocrites!"

"Alright, that's enough guys." Caitlyn chimed in, stepping closer to me. "I'm sure everything will make sense when the time is right." She gave me a comforting smile.

I was still deciding if I should thank her or punch Luke when there was a knock on the door. Lance quickly opened it, revealing a visibly overwhelmed but determined Charles.

"I'm ready for my first day of training, Alpha." He bowed his head at the leader before greeting the rest of us.

Lance waved his hand at me as he sat on his chair, taking a sip of his hot coffee. "He's all yours."

I touched the young man's shoulder. "Get ready, Charles. We have a long day ahead of us." At least I did.

***

My day away from Andromeda was torture. As I checked the borders of our territory in search of problems with the defense system, I could barely focus on my new job as a teacher. In fact, as I wondered about what my mate could be doing with her guard, I constantly forgot about Charles' presence. Instead of me instructing him on what to do, the poor guy had to keep asking me about what I was doing. At least, I was able to confirm that he was indeed interested in learning and utterly focused on the new task he had been assigned; I wasn't nearly as confident as him on the day I became Gamma.

Eventually, I realized it wasn't fair to pay him zero attention. So, as hard as it was, I pushed away my insecurities to concentrate on work, and as time went by, I actually found myself relaxing. Noticing how impressed Charles was with the defense system I had developed completely on my own reminded me of the first time I let someone see what I was capable of.

Back in the day when I showed Sasha a glimpse of my programming skills, I only wanted to show off a little; everyone was constantly undermining me for the simple fact that I was a stray, so I had fun watching their dumbfounded expressions when I said or did something smart. However, her reaction lit up a spark inside of me, making me start to question why I had decided to pretend to be worthless in the first place. During the past few days, the reason seemed to have become even more blurry. With everything going on though, I wouldn't say a journey of self-discovery was on the top of my priority list; it would just have to wait a little longer.

As the sun set beyond the pine trees, I said my goodbyes to Charles after leaving him with a new pile of books to read and let Phoenix guide us to our mate. My heart was racing in my chest, as a result of both nervousness and anticipation, as my heightened sense of smell followed the unique fragrance of my destined partner, becoming stronger the more I closed the distance between us.

Turning right on the first floor of the pack house, I was a little confused when I realized she was at the game room, but I guess it was better than finding her and her guard in one of the guest suites. Still, nothing could prepare me for what I saw as I walked in - or better yet, for what I heard.

There was random instrumental music playing on the TV, and in front of them, Dree and Wade were...singing?