Betrayed from Birth – Alpha’s Unvalued Daughter
Betrayed from Birth – Alpha’s Unvalued Daughter Chapter 103

Cheryl's

POV

The 15-year mark at Black Moon

Blake wants to fight with me again, and I am done with it. We are over. He started to cheat on me with other she-wolves about 6 months ago, and then try to lie to me about it. He blames me for his cheating too, after he first did it, I knew who he had slept with because I was standing outside his office when they came out of it together. It was one of the pack sluts, Kara, and I was definitely NOT going to be following that act. I know as werewolves that it is harder for us to get normal illnesses, but with this slut, I was not going to bet that she didn't have something. When he started cheating, I knew that my time to leave was getting close.

He is killing me with his words and actions. He is doing the same to Kevin too, and I just cannot deal with it anymore. Six months of the nightly pain, making me want to kill myself, or him. His smirk as he thinks my physical pain, is him actually hurting me emotionally with his cheating. He feels like I still love him, and that when he beds another, it is my jealousy that is flaring up. But any affection and love that I had ever felt for him are long gone. Because of the constant cheating on me, and his continued accusations of my infidelity. It will never return, he murdered my love for him as surely as he stands in front of me now. He seemed shocked that I was standing there blocking them in the office when they came out.

Her smug little smile at me, before she started her innocent act of lowering her eyes and pouting like she had been forced to sleep with him. Please, she has been chasing after him for years. Her showing fear that I was about to attack her, made him protective of her. He actually showed concern for her, and not me. He pulled her closer to his side to comfort her. Never even thinking of comforting me. He probably did it because she knew I was about to kill her for what she had done. His willingness to do that was right in my face. He showed me that he was willing to protect her, from me. I almost threw up on the spot. It was the last straw, and I knew the time was near. He was watching me like a hawk for the last few months since it happened. Scared that I was actually going to run away from him, even though I have never run away, or left the pack before. But he was right, I was, and I had spent a long time getting things lined up to do so.

It is all about choices, and the fact that he came to me later that very night and wanted to sleep with me showed me just how delusional he actually was. I was not going to have it, and we fought. We physically fought that night. I would rather die than sleep with him at that point. His acting hurt, when he was the one to have made the choice to cheat on me, was the cherry on top. We had our worst fight ever that night as things quickly spun out of control. He wanted to do what he wanted to with others and actually expected me to spread my legs for him too. He was quite surprised when I refused to do it. I can remember his words to me just like they had happened yesterday.

"It meant nothing to me, Cheryl, you don't want to sleep with me much anymore. You know that I have a high s*x drive and we have always been compatible. I used protection with Kara. I do not care for her, it was just to get a little stress release for me, that was all. You will be the only she-wolf to bear my pups. Do not worry about your position" Blake had the nerve to say to me.

"So you accused me of cheating, with no proof. You stopped loving me because you thought I had done it to you, and then you go out and do it again. I have never cheated on you, and yet you continue to hurt me by implying that Kevin is not yours. We can take a DNA test if you want, but just because his coloring looks like mine, does not mean that he is not your pup. You are ridiculous to me right now, but hey, if you want to make Kara your Luna, just say the word. I will gracefully bow out" I yelled back at him. "She was available, and she wanted to help me out. I am her Alpha, and she respects me. What was I supposed to do? You have been cold to me for years. I have needs too, Cheryl. You did this all to yourself anyway by getting pregnant by another, so don't blame me for my actions" Blake said, trying to twist this around on me.

"Blake if I had cheated on you, when did I do it? Don't you find it weird that you never felt the pain of my betrayal, yet I have shown up both times when you cheated on me? I am not a psychic, Blake. It is not a mystery, I felt it, I knew what you were doing, and despite my pain came to confront you on it. You have never felt it, or believe me you would have remembered it. Let me tell you it is an indescribable pain when your mate does that to you" I told him.

"You did cheat on me though Cheryl, because Kevin is not mine" Blake roared out at me, trying to defend his own bad actions. I hated that our children were all here and could hear this whole thing play out, but this argument is not a secret in our home anymore. I am not letting him run all over me anymore.

"No, that is a lie, you just believed Graham's bullshit, instead of your own mate. He tore us apart, and you are going to have to live with the consequences of your own actions. Kevin is your son, he just happens to look like me, as does Casey. Are you going to stand there and tell me that she is not yours too?" I said to him.

"I know what you did, I can feel that he is not mine, Cheryl. The other 3 are, and you hurt me so much by doing that to me. Why? I gave you everything. I loved you so much, and you broke my heart. Why was I never good enough for you?" Blake said, and I can hear the pain in his voice. He honestly felt hurt, but he was tricked. He wouldn't have been if he had actually listened to, or respected me enough to talk to me about it, instead of letting Graham ruin our bond.

"You cheated on me, Blake, not the other way around. Kevin looks just like Forest in the face, just with my hair and eye color. He has your strong jaw and your face shape. He is yours, and you are hurting me by refusing to admit it. He does NOT look like Brandon. You saw Brandon yourself when you went there for training. He looks like you and me. Yet you have been convinced by Graham that I did you wrong. You were the one to hurt me, and one day it is going to occur to you what happened here. I hope that the day you clue in, I am right there in the front row to get to see it. But saying sorry at that time, will not fix this for us, or between you and Kevin. You have broken my heart, over and over again, with your words and actions. You have hurt our son, to the point where he will probably never be able to forgive you either, and for what. To have access to Graham's money. Well, I wish you well with it because it has cost you the love of your mate. I no longer love you, and I am willing to reject you to keep from feeling this pain, over and over again" I told him. I allowed him to hear my pain too, if my wolf, Akayla, wasn't so strong I would have been completely broken by him and his actions by now.

Blake was so angry with what I said to him that night, as it made him feel worse. I could feel his guilt coming off of him in waves because he could feel the amount of pain that I was in. I could tell he wanted to hit something, as he was incredibly frustrated at the whole situation. He still felt like he was right. He told me that night that he would never accept my rejection. He was wanting to hurt me at that point. We had already fought in our bedroom as he tried to tear my clothes off of me, to try to force himself on me. I was not going to allow it. I was going to fight him to the death that night if I needed to. I had decided when I saw who he had actually slept with, that I was not going to let him touch, or kiss me ever again. That day was a turning point for both of us. Since I refused to sleep with him, he started sleeping with whoever he wanted to. I said nothing to him about it. The whole pack was watching as he proceed to let 5 different girls take care of him, all because I was done with him. He even had the gall to mention to me in the dining hall, quite loudly, that his cheating was all my fault for refusing to sleep with him anymore. I never said a word. I didn't argue with him or beg him to reconsider his actions. I also backed off of my Luna duties too. There were a few things that wouldn't be seen for a while, as I had measures set in place for me to stay two months ahead with ordering supplies. The basics that we always needed to operate the pack. I stopped and started pocketing some of the money as at the time my actual endgame was not set in stone.

I had an idea for our escape, and I was hoping that it was going to work. I knew for a fact that Blake would be coming for us, more specifically, for me. The fact that he believed me to be a cheater was infuriating and demeaning to me. The fact that he refused to accept our son, who was honestly the best child that we had, broke my heart. Kevin kept at it. He was stronger than Forest now, and even Forest couldn't take him down in sparring. They even put him sparring with the adults now as he was 14 and a half, thinking that he would get hurt. He surprised them all. He even took Garrett on and beat him. The only guys that he had a hard time beating were Blake and Travis. He couldn't beat Travis because he never got taught in any special training classes for him to know how to get out of the holds. Blake wouldn't let him attend them, so Travis still had the upper hand with him, for now. They all knew that by the time Kevin turned 18, he would be the top warrior in the pack. This did not sit well with Forest, as he was incredibly jealous of Kevin. So he got others to give him a hard time too.

We are completely done here now, and my plan is outlined. It had been for over for years for us. That moment when he told me that he "used" to love me, broke my heart so badly, that even 5 years later I am still trying to piece it back together. I was just waiting for an opportunity to set my plan in motion. Both Kevin and I knew what were both needing to do. He knows what is about to go down backward and forward, as I had planned it down to the Nth Degree. I will let nothing stop it, and I am going to be killing several birds with one really heavy stone here. The best part was that Graham had been watching me for years, waiting for me to break. I refuse to do it. I will not. Certainly not for him, or for Blake who willingly decided to blindly follow Graham and his money. I knew exactly where Blake's loyalties lay, and they hadn't been with me for the last 7 years. It was a matter of time before Blake cheated on me, and I had a letter written out for him and hidden right now. I will leave it under his pillow before I leave. I don't want it found quicker than we can get away.

Blake tried every night to cuddle me. He is always sniffing my neck and trying to charm me into sleeping with him. I have become incredibly thin now, as I eat maybe one meal a day. I don't feel like eating especially when Blake allows his flavor of the day to sit at our family table with us right there in the dining room. He allows them to sit right across from me, as he is trying to push me into reacting out of jealousy. It has been 6 months since he started this, and I have not yet reacted, other than pushing my food around my plate and refusing to eat. I keep Kevin by my side now. I make sure I am with him in training too because Blake has become even more erratic these days. I cannot give him an opportunity to harm him. My plan completely depends on Kevin and me, being able to fight. There is no other way to go about this. Me pulling away from him like I did when he started cheating on me, has gotten to him. He is losing it, and others can see it now too. They are all concerned now, for him, and our pack. When Blake goes off the rails now in a fit of anger. I do not even try to calm him down. He needed the sluts so bad, let them do it. I will only protect myself, and Kevin. The whole pack is in an uproar now, almost begging me to bend, to accept him again, and telling me that I need to start sleeping with him again. This is none of their business. They can stop asking, especially about sleeping with him again. When everyone got their mates his men got their own tables eventually as we couldn't seat everyone at our main table anymore. So his men have their tables next to us. There are three tables on either side of us. They belong to Garret, Brady, and Marc, and their families on one side of us. The other three are Travis, Wesley, and their families, with Graham and Cassandra, and my parents at the third table next to us. Blake's other "women" sit there with Graham and my parents now, as one of them will rotate over to ours depending on his mood.

I see Graham grinning at me as he purposely sits to where he can see my face. He enjoys my discomfort and pain. He won, and it kills me not to get up and go rip his scheming head off his body. He knows that I know what he did. Five years ago I confronted him, and he admitted the whole thing to me. He even laughed about it. He just didn't know that I recorded the whole thing. I was originally planning on showing it to Blake, but after being offended by several ugly comments that Blake made about me and Kevin, I changed my mind. I gave up. I was not going to argue with someone who wanted to believe the very worst about me with no proof. He refused to believe a word out of my mouth but would believe a man who was trying to destroy our relationship. It didn't matter anyway, what Blake said to me. Graham enjoys watching the show, and the fact that Blake had the nerve to allow a slut at our family table, just shows how much that he has changed. I am positive that Graham told him to do it, and my i***t mate did what he always does, and did what Graham suggested to him.

But I know my time is very near. I have been taking Kevin out to practice driving on the highway between our pack, and Blood Tracker. He is only 14 and a half, but since our children grow faster and are naturally bigger than human children, he looks 16. His "birth certificate" from the local health department put him a year older than he actually is. We buy them from one of our pack members whose work is in the health department. We still need all the legal documents necessary for us to be able to get things done, just like humans do. We all need a driver's license, bank accounts, and car insurance. We have to be able to fit into the world we live in, just like humans do. I have been taking him out for the last 4 months to practice for his driving test and quiz. They don't even bat an eye at our leaving the pack now. Blake had been the one to help Forest 10 months ago with his, and we both knew that a*****e wasn't going to help Kevin, so I did. The first 2 months we had a carload each time we went out, and it was very unpleasant for me and Kevin with 4 warriors with us in the SUV.

Not just that but we had another SUV full of warriors trailing along right behind us in case we made a run for it. But we both played our part. We went out, I seriously taught him, we didn't go out very far and we always drive on the side heading to Blood Tracker in case of any problems as we like to stay in our area. I gave Kevin instructions, and he knew to drive slowly like he was scared. It was all part of my plan. Now he will be testing for his permit next week, the date was set, and they all knew about it. We no longer have a tail on us, and we usually only have 2 warriors with us anymore.

I stopped carrying a purse, a year ago, as it was also part of my plan. I use a little backpack now, but it is still bigger than my regular purse. Plus when you are about to do something big, you don't make a change all of a sudden. It makes people even more watchful. It is normal to see me carrying my little backpack around now. Baby steps will get us where we need to be. We are out of here tomorrow, and I leaned over towards Blake to speak to him as I act the same way that I always do.

"Kevin and I are doing another driving lesson tomorrow at 11. I was going to let him pass Blood Tracker this time, and have us eat lunch at the diner that is about three miles past it. Can you get a warrior or two for us tomorrow? I am also going to see if my mom and Cassandra want to come with us to have lunch. It is good practice for him to park, we might go to the mall next to it as well before we come back. We should be done, and back by 2 pm. You know how much Cassandra likes to shop" I told him with a small smile on my face. It works best for me to give him a bone when I am asking for something.

Kara is not happy at me leaning towards Blake, and she immediately grabs his hand in hers and sends me a challenging look. I toyed with the idea of grabbing his hand near mine, but I don't want to give him any false hope, plus that would be different and I am not taking any chances this close to us getting out of here.

"I will have the SUV out front and warriors to go with you to keep you safe," Blake told me. Right, they are with us to be safe. It won't matter after tomorrow anyway. I gave another small smile and headed over to my parents who are sitting across from Graham and Cassandra. I already knew how to phrase this. Cassandra cannot stand to be left out of something, so inviting just mom, will have Cassandra invite herself along with us. Even better to do it this way, in my opinion, less obvious.

I almost can't stop the smile on my face, but I kept a bored look as I said, "Mom, Kevin is having another driving lesson tomorrow. Do you want to come with us? We are going to be eating at the little diner just past Blood Tracker. I wanted to also hit the boutique in the mall just past it after lunch."

"Of course honey, I would love to go. I bet they have their fall line in now" mom said, and I can feel Cassandra's eyes on me as I kept looking at mom.

"Do you have room for one more?" Cassandra asked, and I couldn't stop my smile from crossing my face. I already knew that she would take the bait.

"Of course, Cassandra. The more the merrier, you know you are always welcome to come with us" I told her as I smiled warmly at her. I spoke to them for a few more minutes and then told them 11 in the morning in front of the packhouse to meet before we leave. I came back to my seat, and Kara smiled and said, "I would like to go too, Cheryl."

"Sorry, with 2 warriors, me, Kevin, my mom, and Cassandra our vehicle is full. Maybe next time" I told her. I wanted to tell her completely different words, and most of them were 4-letter ones, but I am not wanting to fight with her right now. I have to hold my temper in. Kara pouts, and Blake told her gently, "Maybe next time" with a smile.

"Yes, maybe next time" I repeated his words, with a smile on my face. Yes, maybe next time, when hell freezes over. I would have honestly loved for her to come, but my plan is set in stone, and I am not making any changes to it. It is perfection, and it is going to be successful.