Becoming Alpha’s Personal Caretaker
Chapter 21

Lauren POV

His eyes were filled with l**t.

He just kept staring at me with nothing but desire in his eyes and his muscles were bulging. Victor's eyes turned red as if he was gonna eat me alive.

He looked like he was in heat.

But his wolf was nowhere to be found and I wasn't his mate. And it wasn't a full moon night either. He shouldn't be reacting like this and I suddenly began to panic.

"Victor, let go of me first. I'll give you a checkup." I tried hard to keep my breathing steady and avoided eye contact with him.

I could sense his peppermint scent with the taste of the burning sun. I was overwhelmed and my heart started racing fast.

But Victor didn't let go of me and squeezed me even harder, "Lauren."

His voice was deeper and more hoarse than usual and that was very tempting.

I suddenly froze.

When Bella invaded Victor's inner world and wanted to resist, I leaned over and hugged him, which made us look very weird in this position.

Our upper bodies were pressed together and I could feel his body heat through his shirt, which made me feel that my body was burning up. But what really petrified me was his lower body... It was hot and hard, pressing against my belly.

I didn't need a checkup to see if he had sexual dysfunction.

He was fine.

No, he was more than fine.

The temperature in the room was climbing up.

The second I made a move, Victor pulled me closer with his hand on my waist. It was gentle but I could feel that was a warning.

I couldn't be sure about what a sexually aroused alpha would do even if I was quite familiar with werewolf physiology.

"Victor, do you know what you're doing?" My throat was also running dry.

I could feel his warm cheek against mine.

"I know..." Victor's voice was very hoarse.

He held his lips against my ear and whispered into my ears. I felt like my body was going through an electric shock and it was trembling like crazy. Damn it...

My body was also aroused instinctively and my body temperature was going higher and higher. His peppermint scent wrapped my body around and I didn't even want to push away his cheek that was against mine. I wanted him.

My craving for him was about to explode in my head.

It was odd because I heard that you would get this kind of feeling when you met your mate.

But the Moon Goddess never gave me a sign that Victor was my mate and the l**t came out of nowhere.

"Lauren, you smell like lilies of the valley..." Victor looked right into my eyes and said in a deep voice, "and you smell nice."

His voice was more seductive than usual.

We looked at each other and a strange feeling came into my head. I could feel his big warm hands on my waist and my body wanted more from him. I wanted him to touch me all over my body.

He kept staring into my eyes and put his hands on my cheeks, leaning over to kiss me. And I didn't push him away. I just opened my mouth and accepted his kiss.

His peppermint kiss took my breath away and he started kissing me harder. His tongue tangled up with mine and I felt like I couldn't breathe. Desire completely took over my head.

"I also like...your peppermint smell..." I said during a break, breathing sharply.

Victor was surprised to hear that and then chuckled.

It was my first time seeing him laugh like that and his voice was deep as he wanted me so bad. It was sexy as hell and turned me on like he set my body on fire. "Damn."

I cursed a little and went out of control. I held his neck and kissed him.

Victor quickly took control and pulled me even closer. He was nibbling my upper lip and went in and out with his tongue.

I didn't want to lose and bit him back gently. I leaned on his body and rubbed my hands against his heaving warm chest.

All of a sudden, I heard him groan and then the sound of a wheelchair hitting a wall.

And the noise really woke me up.

I got so carried away that I forgot he was an invalid right now and I was sitting on top of him.

"I...Sorry, are you feeling well?" I hastily got up.

And the atmosphere was getting more and more awkward.

Victor seemed to come to his senses. He looked down and I couldn't tell how he was feeling about this. After a while, he finally spoke, "...I'm fine."

"Are you hurt? I'll check you help..."

"No," he gasped and interrupted me. But the second he spoke, he realized he didn't sound fine at all. He just held his head on his arm frustratedly and said, "Just go. I wanna be alone for some time. Lauren, I'm alright."

He was being resistant, grabbing the armrest of his wheelchair so hard that his knuckles were turning pale.

"I need some time to calm myself down."

"Well, fine. I guess we both need to do that," I withdrew my hand and tried to talk in a steady voice, "then I'm gonna go back to my room. Call me if you need anything."

Victor opened his mouth as if he was trying to say something to me.

But I didn't stay and just hurriedly went back to my room because I couldn't think straight right now and I didn't know how to face him.

This was awful! I nearly slept with my patient!

"Bella, did you notice how Victor was?" Right now I need to talk to somebody to keep my mind off him so I chose to focus on Victor's treatment.

However, Bella said, "He might feel a little bit down and frustrated because he didn't get to have sex with you or because the wheelchair thing ruined it for him. That's just how men are like."

I was speechless when I heard what she said and yelled, "That's not what I mean!"

"What do you mean?" Bella thought of something and said excitedly, "oh, is it about his sexual function? He doesn't need to be checked. He's awesome and you should've at least taken off his pants to have a look before you left. Aren't you curious about how big can an alpha's p***s get?"

"Enough! Stop this nonsense!" I interrupted her, "I was talking about his wolf. And he was in heat, right? How is that even possible after he lost his wolf?"